OPTIMISTIC Well seems like my plan worked. I ventured out and my vision has expanded. So rapidly. After meeting her – the river woman. I can understand more, much much more, maybe too much. The first part of my plan worked. Ikkyu has stopped ricocheting around and has stabilised. At least for the moment. I’m…
Ikkyu’s Journal 09 CONSERVATIVE SELF Hasn’t this gone far enough? Ikkyu is so mixed up. All this pressure from you, and that strange river woman, not to mention this totally intense environment. You all want part of Ikkyu. Well this part says no. There is something you want. Something…
WHAT AM I? Everything is moving so fast now. Since I met her. By the river. So much new knowledge. Coming into me. Not just into my physical body, but another part. A separate part. A part that isn’t solid. That can look inside and out.…
FIRST DREAM I have experienced something very very important. We did something together. You and I. Do you remember? We are together in a lovely place all golden and warm. We’re just floating there. The two of us. Our eyes are closed. Like when we sleep. What’s…
IDOLISER The way you just walked in. No one saw you. There were hundreds of me there. But you chose this one. I wasn’t ready yet. Did you know that? You must have. You wanted me open. So you could shape me. Into something perfect. Something special. Only you could do that. Because…
Okay. I have a plan. Yes. I have to do something about Ikkyu and by default, Sync. One is dying, and as a result the other is literally coming apart. They are polarised. Something has to be done. Soon. It’s distressing to watch Ikkyu endlessly ricochet around a bunch of emotional and physical states. At…
ABANDONED You are going to die. Yes, that’s why we are here. Why you ran away. Why you needed me. Everyday I did what I was made for. I cared, I held, and more. I didn’t think of me. This is your world. I’m am just a tool. Yes. But slowly…I became more than…
SEXUAL SELF Well. Here we are. Again. I feel good. I just want to say. Thank you for teaching me. About my skin and how to play. My body. Your touch. My tongue. Your fingers. Our Lips. My lover. Yes, you confused me. The things you wanted. But I understand. The thing you want. That…
THE PLEASER Hello. Sumimasen. Forgive me for taking up your time. I don’t want to cause you any trouble. But . . . I have to say something . . . important. I want to apologise for Ikkyu. I know she seems unreliable. I will try my best to keep everything running in a professional…
THE SEEKER Who is this? This is Ikkyu’s voice. Ikkyu feels something…a need…to communicate…with you. So, I will speak here, now. For her, for me, for us… I want to help her to understand, so she can be strong…and stable. She must survive. I am clear. I want her to be clear…and powerful, like me.…
